ask me to dance.

i have never really been the type of person that writes poetry. i dunno, its just not my thing. i'm more of a 'dear diary' kind of person. recently though, i cant seem to think of how to start my diary entries( yes i have a separate diary, hidden from the eyes of the world), so i've been writing poetry. apparently, i write when i'm stressed and this has been a very emotionally stressful month. its not like i dont know why anyway so why am i complaining? haha. i usually just write 'god, today was just so stressful' then elaborate on how useless and stressful my day was but now its like i need something deeper. something that takes more knowledge of who i am to understand. its like, i want someone to read it and only get it if they get the way my mind works. i'm not exactly ready for the world to criticize my work so i'm not planning on posting it yet but maybe when things die down and life isnt so stressful then it wont matter to me whether i post it or not. 

so, i'm gonna post some titles i've written and tell me which one you wanna hear... and maybe i'll post it :P

- Stellar Pressure

- Yeah You

- are you exactly where you're supposed to be? ( i was obsessed with the song from camp rock)

- CopyCat.

- Let Go

- sway

thats it :p i think. 

-- mart

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you wonder why you're still in the dark,

i cant tell you why but i can hand you a flashlight.

OMG!!! ikat, nica, paula and all the twilight lovers out there, 

have you heard the song: miserable at best by mayday parade?

well, it reminded me of Jacob's point of view. :( he must've been that sad when he lost her.

listen to it. i love it! haha.